Nyaggin'

Refuelling My Heart

I went arbeitアルバイトing today and was sitting in front of my desk all day. There were 3 problems but I failed to solve any of them. I felt like that all my dopamine is gone. Leaving from the company building, I felt drained and not willing to do anything else.

On the way home, I thought, such occasion will surely happen a lot in the future; no one can guarantee that they will not encounter any tough problems in their jobs. It's no good to keeping being depressed for a whole night, so what could I do against it if it ever happens again?

I thought that exercising is one way to regain dopamine. It can also promote appetite, which is also good for a skinny guy like me. But given that I'm at a critical stage of my life, there's no possibility for me to schedule a period to do exercise everyday. And if, say I want to just get out of the house and run freely in the night, too bad it's raining today.

I thought further. If I have some space and money, I would like to open a "Little Hut of Hearts". Depressed people can come here to have a nice chat with friendly strangers; and if one is in a good mood, here would be a good place to have a rest or find a chat pal. I will decorate it to be suitable to stay and relax. It would be a heterotopia to give your heart a short vacation.

Albeit imaginary, I feel a little better after thinking of this.